Times like these….

I’m usually fairly happy being single.  As I’ve said before – I love hanging out with me, I’m hilarious and I know all my favourite things and I can have deep, meaningful conversations with myself late into the night.

Over the last week however, I’ve been terribly sick with strep throat, I swear strep is going to be the death of me.  I had a temp last night of 38.6 Celsius. I think of when Glen was alive and how he used to look after me when I was sick – bringing me my meals, drawing a bath for me, making sure I have everything that could possibly make me comfortable. The Jester used to take care of me when I was sick too, he once piggybacked me to the bathroom because I could barely get out of bed.

Those are the kinds of things I miss about couplehood.  I thought I was actively looking for a relationship, but, when I see the kinds of effort I’ve been putting in, I guess I’m not really.  I know deep down that things like that can’t be forced.

I have a sneaking suspicion that I’m meant to be alone from here on in anyway.

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1 Comment (+add yours?)

  1. andy1076
    Feb 23, 2015 @ 13:07:25

    Hold on to those memories, they will remind you that you are never really alone.

    Reply

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